ok… well… i see a lot of hard feelings here which is a main problem of communication… critic is a help, the best help that you can expect from somebody… i think it’s the critic that miss on this forum… and i just wanted to discuss a question in between people that i feel like my collegs, not like somebody who thinks he is something more… that is why i have wrote, to help myself and others to get better…
… i never intended to discuss meaning of art, today anyway it is impossible, when we see all what is called art…
… maybe it will be best to tell you how i got here on the first place…
… so i"m a guy who over ten years of work, did most of stuff to earn my life, and in east Europe from which i come, it means to survive… i studied graphic design and film&video, but to survive i needed to learn also how to make web sites, multimedia CDS, 3D modeling, animating, editing, motion design, shooting, lighting, directing and so on… just to survive i did some horrible things and some good stuff, i have to admit more horrible stuff (at least for me, which is not most horrible stuff for employer) and all those 10 years doing something to please others i was trying to do my personal stuff, short films, art videos when i got the time… so as you can see i’m like the most people here, facing same problems…
… i never gave up from my personal projects, i never gave up from learning, reading, discussing, kind of student in between work to survive…
… so this time i decided to make one of the short stories that i have written… very simple story that will set up my style of doing things in a narrative way and in a way of form, atmosphere, characters, music. a film that will define the way how I want to say things … so of course i made a research on the net in a search for inspiration, clues, ways to do, tutorials everything that could help… and i came to Zbrush forum… at the first moment i was so impressed, i sad WOW this forum, this people they KICK ass… and i started visiting looking for basically something that will help me define my characters and the way how i can model them of course… so i saw so much talent, so much… but finally after two months of looking, searching for somebody to post a note, to ask if he is interested of making characters for my story… I was disappointed… there was great technic, but i didn’t search for a technical guy who will execute my ideas, i searched for an creative guy who will make this film even better that i could imagined… but work that i have seen, excluding exercises, technical problems, was so usual: zombies, obvious monsters, hyper realistic portraits, dioons, not original sf scenes, worlds, aliens even abstract work was not impressive… there was no well thought personal styled work, i’m sorry saying this but it’s what i think… there was no try to, for example, to build original characters, different, not zombies, monsters, orcs, sf character, but something individual, personal…
so in a way you can see me like a employer who search people to work with… but the thing is i’m not employer… i have searched friend… so i decided to write what i think… not to discuss art, but to tell what i think is a problem from a side of employer and friend in the same time… i’m sorry if i have hurt some feeling it was not my attention… sorry if i have sounded too full of myself, i was never…
… in today world of CG there is so much software that will permitted you do more and more incredible stuff more easy, and therefore so much people who could learn all that suff… but believe me on the end what is really important and what the companies and employers will search is creativity, uniqueness, new interpretations of old things, originality, personality and all this things are what i was pointing at… zbrush is a tool for artist they say, but not a lot of people understand that, that is why i took the right to write and say all this thing here and not on some other forum of 3D software like Maya, 3dSmax, lightwave…
… maybe it was a wrong approach that i have took… but it is because in my school where i have made the best progress a critic was a best help… we would present our ideas/projects to all students, no matter which department (graphic design, illustration, industrial design, music, film&video) and then the students would be throwing critics, questions, always why this why that, and to defend good your project you needed to be really sure of reasons, motivation and what you are trying to say…
… hope all this words that we have written where of any help to all of us…
… and i hope that i did not spoiled my community relationship here at ZBC…
greetings, dzenid